| Well...
Jake and I have now been together for three whole years. Crazy stuff. It doesn't seem like that long...yet at the same time it seems like it's always been like that. Either way, I'm happy we're still together. :D |
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| Yepp...dyed my hair again. Permanently this time. It's crazy looking...depending on how the light hits it, it either looks almost black or blood red. Kinda weird. I guess I'll put up a pic soon?
On another note...I start college on Monday. :/ Totally not looking forward to that. I am sooo done with any kind of schooling. Bleh. Let's hope I don't die. |
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| So yea...I've been not having a great time the past couple days. Early Wednesday morning had a 101.5 degree fever. Plus this weir stomach bug thing. I've been feeling like complete crap. Slept most of Wednesday and half of Thursday. At least Jake came to visit me earlier. :)
Ugh, how I hate hurting people. I know I have, even though they say they're fine. It was not part of the plan. I'm sorry. |
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| No more confusion. I know what I want and now I have it. And yes, what I want is Jake. :)
I do want to apologize to anyone I may have hurt throughout this...one certain someone in particular. But again, thanks to everyone who supported me throughout this all. Now the worst part will be finding out what my mom thinks about this...
Wish me luck all, I'm going to need it! |
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| All of it. I'm so confused about everything. I was doing perfectly fine, and BAM...things changed all within a few hours. I was happy all the time now it's just the occasional happy moment. I knew the constant hyperness wouldn't last. I'm sick of everything. I wish I knew what I want, but I don't. Fuck. |
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